After two failed relationships being a widow and now single again, I decided to move on focus on getting to the biggest bag possible. I am working on a movie and my script got approved by a highly reputable production company with a budget of $50 million dollars, and i managed to hire some very famous and highly valued actors and actresses along with a talented crew of camera men, choreographers, security, medical personnel and directors with an art department. This film is going to be amazing and I am pouring my heart and soul into this project.
Everyday I show up for to make sure that the process is going smoothly and fast as possible. The acting and the sets have to be perfect and I have to make sure that all of the actors say their lines correctly and actually follow the script and the editing crew is doing its due dilligence with the scenes and along with the art department members following the aesthetic and creative process of the film. The budget is big and the responsibility is very high.
I don't really have time to have a social life anymore because of the production of my film which takes up most of my time. I also keep a low profile as well because I don't have the patience or the emotional aptitude to deal with any baggage or failure. This project has became theraputic for me and sometimes a distraction. I have been abstinent from sex, I don't even have the time to think about having an orgasm and to say the least, I haven't even been thinking about having someone close to me.
I show up to work with my own personal assistant having my chai latte ready for me and starts to let me know my itinerary for the day and who is trying to reach me and what's free on my schedule. I say okay to her letting her know I understand everything that she saying and afterwards I meet up with the production crew and the art department to see where we are at in the procession of the film. Good news is that we are finished with the actors and sets. Now its the editing the pieces together and putting the final aesthetics of the film. The Bad news is that I have to meet with the production companies auditors to check and give invoices and reciepts of the film budgets. Thank god that I have the reciepts and invoices and I always kept up with the spending and didn't overspend either. These people love to keept their budgets within "Resonable Numbers" and don't like to overspend or over-invest. This meeting was very pleasing and short because everything was turned in and accounted for and the best part was the fact that they signed off on everything that was spent and It made them happy that I didn't overspend. I actully got the greenlight to book promotional tours and then we all said our well wishes and to see each other in the next budget meeting.
I went home after being on set all day and it was the first time in a seven month period that I am able to rest. I am excited to have a week off and allow and entrust in the editing and art departments to turn this film into a masterpiece. At first it was scary because what was I really going to do on my days off. My home was clean and bills are paid and nothing was neglected. My fridge was empty so I figured why not go grocery shopping. At that monent, it hit me that this week could be my self care week and I looked in my 2nd shelf dresser for my vibrators. It's been a while since I actually had used them and it's been a while since I felt some vibrations on my clitoris and in my pussy. Just thinking about using them made me wet sitting on my kitchen bar-stool using my laptop.
I went grocery shopping to fill my refrigerator; buying some fruits, vegetables and some fresh meats such as beef and chicken, white bread, cookies and cakes as well as chips and other junk food went in some re-usable bags, I pay for my food, grab the reciept and I'm done with grocery shopping. I decided to stop in the candle store to buy some candles and then to the lingerie store to buy a set for myself.
Now that I am home, I put my food away in the refrigerator and cabinets, I decided to get in the shower and wash my body and once done with the shower, I oil my body and spray some fragences on and put on the lingerie. I enter my bedroom and I put away my dirty clothes in the hamper. I light my candles, Put on some Avant- We make love and I grab my rabbit and Rose vibrator and I lay down beginning to rub and touch on my breast, caressing my nipples as they become hard, I massage my hands down to my throbbing clitoris and begin to softly rub on it and tickling it and I trail down towards my tight hole just to feel that its wet and nectary. I grab my rabbit and allowed it to vibrate on the 8 speed and touch my clitoris vibrating on it for just a few seconds, I grabbed the rose and allowed it to vibrate in a 3 speed and allowed for it to suction and vibrate on my clit, The sounds of Avant's my first love and the noise of my rose making noise throught my bedroom, I touch My left breast caressing and lightly pinching my nipple while I have the rose doing it's job on my clit, I moan very loudly and press the rose harder on my clit. I am now oragsming and leaking clear nectar from my pussy, I quickly press the off button on my rose, grab my rabbit and insert the 8inch curve inside my warm, wet pussy while I turn it on the six speed and allow the attached smaller part to vibrate on my clitoris thrusting in and out of my pussy. I am oragsming vaginally now and clitorally at the same time reaching the highest peak. I am leaking clear, nectary fluids and the tickling nerve feeling climbing higher; I screamed and moan very loud feeling numb and seeing fireworks and jumping out my body, It all ends there. I turn off my vibrator, taking it out my pussy and allowing it to sit on my bed with the juices exposed in the air and I turn over and cover my naked body with my ugg sheets and blanket and fall the sleep in pure euphoria.
The next day, I wake up, and take another shower, oiling and lotioning my body and afterwards I found myself in the Kitchen making Salmon, egg and spinach on toasted white bread with some coffee and on the laptop again attending to viral meetings with the editing and Art department, the best news from this meeting is that the film is done and ready to be published and seen to millions of people. I also booked a screening at the Sundance film festival and the Toronto Film Festival. I am super excited and this is blessed feeling.
Sometimes, a decision between Money vs. Love comes into play and why not have both when Self-Love and Productivity meets.
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