It's time like this, within one hiccups in life, in time of hardship, when I am in the state of distress, that I feel the willingness to try anything to claw my my out from this problem. This problem has been tailing me for almost 8 years, yes, it's almost a decade time and I am still standing tall despite of it. Hmm... Yes, I am standing tall... that's a magnificent fact that I overlooked often.
It startled me, that even though I am doing much better that I was in 2018, I feel that my weariness has tripled nowadays. Maybe I am not trusting life boldly, like I used to; maybe my optimism has decreased with optimum speed, maybe I remember too much of my disappointments- I'm getting overdosed with sadness and I don't do much to vent it through healthy outlet like this.
But this is a fertile time to grow, I must push myself toward unknown path, again. Otherwise, I will stuck like this. I need to make a new leap of faith, just like I did at the end of 2015. The unknown path is scary, yes, but more than often, that scary path brings you to a beautiful place. A place you never know exists, and perhaps, when you already there, arrive safely, you will question yourself: what took you so long? look at this beautiful place!
May we all find courage to grow, Karin Sabrina
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