My Home is My Castle
Funny how words create experiences or assumptions as well for that matter. Just thinking about the word Kingdom, the meaning it holds for me. The first thing which came up is my kingdom comes. Which has a whole different type of energy to it. I was just brewing on the word Kingdom, and for the first time, this came up. My Home is My Castle.
Yet not as in the sense of the Middle Ages, or as masculine it used to be. My Castle holds both King and Queen, equally sitting together and reigning my own inner world. They only apply one tool to hold and embrace this sacred space within me, and that is Love.
Now, love can come in many shapes and forms. Love we share with our loved one, or with our parents, or children. Love for our friends and family. Love for oneself, embracing all aspects within, the good, the bad, and the ugly as well. In my Kingdom, all aspects are holding their own space, so to speak. They offer their service for no other reason than to serve the King and Queen that are reigning from the Heart.
The highest form of feminine and masculine energy combined in an equal companionship. My castle is ruled by the rules they set a long time ago. In times, there was not always equality or companionship. Where doors seemed to be closed for inspection and rooms were kept secret and hidden.
My journey through all those different rooms was challenging and sometimes hard to endure. It took courage, strength as well perseverance to open up every door that seemed to shut. Not always comfortable to take a look to see what it held in store. Sometimes with fear, pain, and sorrow, other times with anxiety.
Yet in honor of the passion that was the driving force behind the inner quest, each challenge was accepted, sort of, more or less. Acknowledging and acceptance became brothers or sisters in arms. Depending on the issues that were at hand, to be discovered and healed as well. The passion to be held in Love, from every angle in every aspect, was the love that shines through.
The compassion that was felt for the wounded parts was also balanced by the actions and reactions to deal with what is at hand. In order to balance out these qualities as being receptive as well as reactive, it took both sides to act as one most of the time. Not just being One, yet what became very clear, was the wish and the need to become One.
Over time, every challenge that was addressed and tackled with love created more and more space. As well, alignment between the two fractions in my house, my castle. At times, it needed defending from outside attacks, and then it was up to Love to seek the best solution. What would benefit the most, as well as how to be able to create a win-win situation.
Over the years, the energy shifted, and the attention became clearer to what happened inside the doors and rooms of my castle. The answers that were presented, were always followed by the reward of more stability and ease. They soothed the inner anxiety, or the fear was subdued again and turned into a loving presence.
Working hand in hand, so to speak, the ways became more clear how to search and retrieve the imbalanced aspects. At times, the rooms seemed empty, yet in the corners, there could be this little one, the angry one, the defeated one, the bruised one, in all ages as well forms.
Recovering those parts that were scattered all over the different rooms as well as places in this castle of mine, the cobwebs would disappear. Clarity became more and more the common ground as well as the harmony that was achieved. No longer hidden in the dungeons, no longer the forgotten ones in the empty rooms. Each aspect got a name, an entity so to speak, that was growing over the years.
My family, I called it at one point in time. This inner, divided home, became more and more the refuge and sacred place for those that were found and healed through love. So my family inhabit my Castle and my rooms were lit with candles of love, and flowers through nourishment of my inner world.
More and more Light and Love were held in this Castle I call mine. More and more balanced became my King and Queen. They found their love for each other through all those experiences and challenges. Through hard work and sometimes fights in order to beat the fear as well the anxiety, sorrow, and pain.
The harmony between my King and Queen created a loving home deep within every fiber of my being. They didn't rule with a harsh hand or suppression, they were filled with loving care and nourishment. My Kingdom is My Castle, inside and out. The sacred marriage between my king and queen created a new Kingdom. My Home is open for Light and Love, unconditionally.
And so it will be.
High Self @RheaDopmeier (c)
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