It's the not knowing

rheadopmeijer

Sep 9

It's the not knowing,
how, when, and where,
that is nerve-wracking at times.
This constant pull of energy
between surrender and thoughts.
The emotions created within
about the surrendering to
the unknown path, again.
The more connected I am,
to the inner knowing I AM not alone
and my Soul knows.
The communication between
my ego and personality and
my High Self is the key to the
surrendering and accepting of
letting go of the need of knowing.
For both of us during this process
unfolds from a different point of view.
Both on the threshold of something new,
new terrain and possibilities.
Ending a lifetime in 3D is a different
process, which requires attention
not just on leaving this physical plane.
Letting go is an essential aspect
between the two and yet they differ,
caused by the different outcomes.
Learning about this physical plane
and let go of the physical body,
without the knowledge of when, how
and where causes anxiety, which demands
a different outcome.
To bring in faith and trust,
is quite a demand on the human ego.
Through our heart awareness,
it is possible to support the energy
needed to feel safe and sheltered,
to some degree.
Yet it all depends on our inner connection
and all we can do is face our own fears
and demons.
Through a heartfelt acknowledgment,
stepping through every layer presented.
Coming naked into this world,
innocent and still connected with Source,
is the opposite way we are leaving
this 3D world.
Naked and as vulnerable as a little baby.
Are we reprocessing backward
all the layers built in this lifetime,
in order to leave in a state of innocence again?
It is unraveling to the core,
all aspects are being addressed,
during this backward trail.
Fear of pain, fear of the unknown
is a universal experience we all
are going through.
The only way to bring in balance
within ourselves, is through acceptance,
allowing, acknowledgment and surrender.
Each emotion needs to be addressed
accordingly in order to release another layer.
Instead of fighting all the emotions,
we can bring in love towards ourselves
in every moment we are aware and willing.
Our ego is as much part of this journey
as is the connection felt through our Heart.
Layer by layer is being stripped down,
and energy is released in order to let go
of any fear that still might be lingering.
All barriers are being pulled down,
brutally and naked at times, to let the inner core
of our self become as shining and sparkling
as the Well and Source, we spring from,
in perfect reflection of each other.
Then there is no need of knowing any longer
and is the not knowing being transformed
into Knowingness by Heart.