[New post] Every little step

janetdthomas77 posted: " Food is my obsession I think about it all the time Like a gun barrel held to my temple I am hostage to it's demands But if I eat it I'll be ugly Cast out Unwanted Fat The worst word in my world So I empty it into a bin " "I get knocked down, but I get up again" Every little step janetdthomas77 Jul 1 Food is my obsession I think about it all the time Like a gun barrel held to my temple I am hostage to it's demands But if I eat it I'll be ugly Cast out Unwanted Fat The worst word in my world So I empty it into a bin Crying as it slips into the folds of rubbish Because I'm so fucking hungry But sometimes I win Sometimes I eat My brain fog clears just a little I start to think - just for that second That maybe it doesn't have to be this way So for every battle won...every bite a victory... I write it down I record every morsel I rejoice on unseen mountain tops Little wins Little steps With my big heart I will keep moving forward I'll keep failing, I know that But I'll keep trying again, too And every time I win I'll write it on a scroll A little scroll...a dinner roll A baby step forward A victory A melody of determination Step...by...step Until one day I will defeat what holds me down I'll rise above this I won't let you win, food You will be my bitch Just you wait. Written with all my love for my favourite rower in the world, K xx Comment Like You can also reply to this email to leave a comment. Unsubscribe to no longer receive posts from "I get knocked down, but I get up again". Change your email settings at manage subscriptions. Trouble clicking? Copy and paste this URL into your browser: http://janetvdepression.com/2022/07/01/every-little-step/ Powered by WordPress.com