I am in this circus called life
An artist I feel on a rope,
One who keeps balancing
The highs and lows on tip toes.
The highs of happiness, success, love and with these come the lows of misfortune, failure and betrayal and mistrust. But I need to keep balancing of both to keep myself in a balanced state of mind. Cant have the success take me away in arrogance from those I need most . Cant have the failure burden me so much that I lose confidence in myself. So that I can never stand up against or try one more time.
I am in this circus called life
Which just spins me around
I see myself laugh at times
At times I cry with fear
That hits my crown.
I have been used by hall according to their needs and requirements. I sometimes feel I have never lived for myself but for others . I have laughed at my state so many times and I have cried out loud when no one did understand. But I kept being so I never wanted to lose out, lose people and I was scared to be alone.
I am up so high in this circus called life
Trying to grab each happiness
Each moment spent of love
As I swing from side to side.
Everyday I look for reasons, as smallest as could be to stay happy. I look for reasons to spread happiness and share love and happiness with all who are with me I could never let any occassion pass by .
I am scared what if I miss out
On the little things to hold
I might just fall out of place
With nothing in my hands at all.
It could s strange that we keep holding on to so many things in life. At times we hold on to people and create moments that we could cherish with them one more time. At times we hold on to things which might be of no use but still stored as a keepsake. I never want to feel away or stranger to what goes around me
I am in this circus called life
At times I dare to face the beast
I think I have tamed myself better
As I am careful not to take on defeat.
When life becomes challenging I always try to face it . There are so many problems that comes in life , some could be in control and some may put us out of control. Yet at every phase of life I think I start dealing with it better as I grow. I am not ready to take the defeat as far as I could.
I am in this circus called life
I joke and laugh out loud
A mask put on a teary face
To spread happiness around.
Sometimes I need to put on a garb, a mask to hide my feelings . Not to hurt or trouble anyone around. There are times when I do get hurt or feel broken by words. In so many ways I try to camouflage my true self to just be there feeling alright
Life might be a circus
But there is one thing to understand
If we were not in this arena
I think we would have by now gone mad .
I think this is what life is all about, the ups and downs, the happy moments to treasure and the sad ones a, reminder. The success and failures that make you strong if you are not boastful. The love and hate relationship that takes charge of your mind and heart. We swing in these phases of life, sometimes laughing out loud and sometimes yelling and crying. But we all need to be here as there are so many things to keep us engaged in life. Life would have no significance of there was nothing for us to do. So live your life full, enjoy this circus where at times you be the clown for someone to put a smile and sometimes a beast that is ready to take on life.
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