It's no secret that time mutates according to your age and stage of life, or maybe as we get older our mental sharpness as it relates to time fades.
I normally try to share the adventures, the decisions, and the flavors of life with a bent toward advocacy and speaking up not only for oneself but also for creatures unable to do so.
The weather is experiencing schizophrenia as I recover from several weeks of conferences, class appearances and meetings. Friday night we had a freeze warning and today it's 86 degrees.
I haven't been keeping up with my workouts, at first due to a sternum injury that just healed this week, and now I'm afraid I won't have the finances to go back. I also haven't kept up with my medical team-- mostly out of fear of medical bills and knowing that I have an MRI scheduled for my brain aneurysm next week. I will have to pay for that out of pocket, but I'm hoping that will cover my deductible.
Nobody wants to hear about those struggles. We all have struggles like that but I will tell you one thing: the less financial security I have in terms of a standard 9 to 5 job, the simpler my needs become. And so far, as New Age laws and the Bible all say, the universe always provides enough. Or maybe we learn to be content with less. Or our priorities shift. It's been seven-and-a-half months since I lost my full-time job, and in some ways, not doing physical labor every day has made my life better.
But in other ways, it certainly makes the unknown in my life that much scarier.
I don't know what has given me the guts to forge this path of pursuing my own business (Parisian Phoenix Publishing) but I do know that now, when I feel stress, I also have the power to do something about it. When life at my non-profit jobs or my warehouse job got stressful, what control did I have?
Now, I at least have that freedom to change direction as I see fit.
I am the boss in charge of using and selling my skills and talents.
Hopefully the world sees that.
And I have the opportunity to work in spaces like Panera Bread, my sunporch and at my desk with my jelly fish lamp.
And if you've seen my jelly fish lamp, then you know, it's pretty cool.
Occasionally times might be lean, and we might get creative and inventive with food. Such as last night's casserole? mexi-corn dish? I called it a concoction.
Angel's Mexi-Corn Concoction
I'm not positive but I think one could locate all of these ingredients at the dollar store. My local dollar store is The Dollar Tree.
In one pan, start one cup rice. When I added the rice, I also added a sprinkle of chili powder and parsley. I use real rice so I covered that and reduced to a simmer.
In a small skillet, I combined:
- One can, about 6 ounces, of white meat chicken
- One can creamed corn
- probably two ounces mild cheese*
- black pepper
- smoked paprika (if you are doing the dollar store you might only find regular paprika)
- a touch of the chili powder
*cheese might be the one ingredient not available at the dollar store. I added it to thicken the corn and make it creamier versus juicy if that makes sense
I stirred that and made it into a sauce.
Then, I opened a can of refried beans.
I layered the dish so that the beans were on the bottom, the rice in the middle and the corn sauce on top, but it turned out surprisingly satisfying and so I mixed it into a big, old mess.
What I really wanted was extra creamy mac and cheese, but I thought that would use up all the cheese and milk in my house and so I pulled out random ingredients and tried to replicate the savory, creamy textures but with more nutritional value than just cheese and pasta. I have been eating some sort of pasta or cheese dish for lunch for weeks now.
Yes, you might look at this and think it "weird" but I enjoy a culinary challenge of using up what you've got before going out and buying more. And I'm tired and just don't feel like going to the store.
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