Time is running like a crazy srpinter. It feels like last Friday was yesterday.
At work I've had really intensive time, hopefully it gets better in February, but from March onwards I'll probably be drowning in using some inefficient new solution, but standarized across countries, which seem to be the only benefit that decision makers from some abroad teams were interested in. The local management started to hear us - the unimportant crew, but it didn't change anything.
There are also some other absurd stories that made me feel like a leap closer to burnout.
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For now, I stay with as-is extent of my work agreements but with the first hint of some changes planned I try not to plan too far ahead...
Well, I didn't plan to stay in the company for more than the initial 3-months agreement.
In 2 weeks I'll have my 10th anniversary of working for them.
That was surprising.
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In the choir we're progressing with new material. We've had the first small concert this year. Because of a friend's illness I took his solo day bofore the concert, screw it three times, first I felt I started wrong, so asked to start again after few words. Next I forgot a line of the lyrics. Audience still wanted an encore of that song... I stuck in the very same moment. These words, which I know were there simpy disappeared.
Humbling reminder that I also have my limits.
Funny thing is, that part i forgot twice was "no one will love you as you are".
Would be kind to myself to try to explain it as a sign.
Of some sort, not sure of what exactly...
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Been to opera iwth one friend, cinema with another. Planned a trip to concert to Vienna with some sightseeing.
Trying to make this year good after all.
Hoping to succeed.
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