I was leaving my counselling appointment (praise God for free counselling through work EAP) and was feeling...lighter. For me, talking about my pain makes it much more manageable.
My phone rang.
It was that prickly HR woman from the Parks Admin job I really, really wanted.
"Unfortunately on this occasion..."
I knew it was coming, guys.
Still, it felt like a bullet.
I literally stopped walking and stood in the middle of Northbridge feeling the rejection fill me.
The hurt.
Omg the hurt.
I'm on my way to work as I type this, so obviously I'm not in dire straights. I have a job. Funnily enough, today is payday, and because of all my long hours, it was more than enough to cover all our bills and a nice amount sent off to my savings.
Thank you, God.
So I'll be ok.
But for now, oh man. Really struggling.
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