You make me feel stupid
For having feelings
You make me feel stupid
For giving you my time
And energy
It makes me feel worthless
Pathetic and ugly
When you just discard me like trash
Just like that
You make me feel like a pawn in a game you play
To get a queen
Meanwhile I'm red queen huh?
You make me feel used
I should've just not viewed anything at all
You chew up my kindness like gum until it's stale and spit me out
Then wonder why I'm this way
Why I like to run
Away
It's because
Of you
What's the use...
It's no longer new
I don't know why I think it will be different
You haven't proved it
It's never gonna change...
Not a single thing...
It really doesn't matter how much I give
Or what I do
You really don't want me in that way
Just another person to use
You just drain my time and energy
Playing me like a toy
With a low battery
I'm not made from a factory
What do you take me for?
Back up number 4?
No...
No...
No...
You know what?
It's ok, whatever
This won't ever happen
This thing between me and you
Its better if we don't start anew
But it's made it easier for me to decide
What's next for me
I guess
We really won't ever see each other again
It was nice knowing you
I suppose
Guess we really only will be pen pals in the end...right?
It's ok...
I mean it
It's fine
I guess it's time for me to move on to who is next..
I'm not sad this time..
It's ok
It's ok
I'm not angry this time
It's ok
Treat her well...
Farewell
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