I'm a big spender for sure.
I have always been, saving is not easy at all.
But this time it's different. Somehow I'm trying to fill a void, perhaps a hole.
I try to fool myself like material things
Will make me forget about this condition
Left by you. That it's only temporary.
Out of sight out of mind. It is often said.
Every man has and carries his slab
But how can I forget how you always make your presence felt through sparkling vows?
Spending on emotions. Or on a nervous basis, I did.
I kept buying different useless things
Hoping that they will replace you, that they will make me happy at that point, I often think.
I used to spend a lot with you in the past.
For me, that was the state of well-being, whatever I could have done, as a must
When I had you in my arms, when emotionally you were next to me, I thought.
I tried to invest in you, to see a future with two love beings
I imagined so much, now it's earth shattering
You were way too cold, I was way too loving.
Too bad the connection was so thin
Our divergences, constantly multiplying
End so suddenly, moment of silence, I called it an ill.
Now I'm trying to invest in myself. To make a name for myself
Forget about us and the perspectives that sometimes try to consume us, for God's sake
Even if now... I don't understand this world without you, my kindred faith.
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