1/1/2004
Dear Heavenly Father I thank You for a new year and a new chance to serve You. I praise You for providing for me this past year and for keeping me and my family safe. Thank You for being my helper and sustainer. Lord forgive me for my shortcomings, lack of faith, and sin. Help me to make this a year of service to You. Lord, place a hedge of protection around my children and family. I ask for your guidance and direction in every area of my life. Lord I give You permission to make me willing to be submissive and obedient to You. In Jesus name Amen.
1/2/2004
Dear Heavenly Father I praise You for giving me the opportunity to spend the afternoon with my nieces and nephews. Lord I pray a hedge of protection around each of them and Pray Lord that You will be revealed to each of them. I ask that they would each come to know You and have a personal relationship with You and serve You. Lord I lift at my mom to You. Allow Your peace to fall upon her and comfort her. Allow her to fill Your love in a real way. Pull Tim close to You and help him to be the man that You want him to be. Lord complete the work in me that You have begun. Help me to be the person You want me to be. Help me to meet the goals that I have set for this year. Jesus name I asked these things amen.
1/4/2004
Dear Heavenly Father help me to get my words right and help Tim to understand my point of view without feeling attacked. Help me to do better at putting You in first place and in my food choices too. In Jesus name. Amen.
1/6/2004
Dear merciful Father my heart is grieved for the atrocious things that men do in "Your name". I don't understand how a God of love can allow those things to happen. I don't understand how the innocent people and children suffer because while it is in "Your name" I cannot believe for a minute that it is of You. I believe in the laying on of hands but I don't believe people should inflict pain on others for healing. I don't believe it is scriptural and it breaks my heart.
Lord help me and forgive me for not being the person that You have made me to be. I am trying but I am failing and I can blame no one but myself. Work in Tim's life and complete the work that You have begun. Keep a hedge of protection around our children. Let Your will be done in the lives of the families that I am working with, including my own family and my marriage. Help me to give You control over my life. Amen
1/7/2004
Dear Heavenly Father, I thank You For this precious day You have given me. Thank You for the opportunity to worship in Your presence tonight. Forgive me for yelling at the kids. Help me to find a more constructive way to communicate with them when they do something continually that upsets me. Help me to break this cycle of communication like I grew up with. Lord help me to know Your will for my marriage. I have been as honest as I can with Tim and while I really want us to work things out, I find that it is even more important for me to follow Your word. Lord keep a hedge of protection around our children. Break any generational curses on all sides of the family. Give us each a fresh anointing in You. I ask all these things in Jesus name, amen.
1/8/2004
Heavenly Father I thank You for today. I ask that You keep my family safe. I pray that Tim gets this job that he is interviewing for tomorrow so it will help boost him up and that I may give You glory and honor for it. Continue to help me to give You control. Keep my attitude in line too, amen
1/10/2004
Dear Heavenly Father I thank You for today and I praise You for the opportunity to visit with my mom and my children's grandfather. Family is so important and I thank You for them. Lord I ask that You give me discernment with the information I was given today, both the personal and the work related information. Help me to be open to both sides of the story but to also be able to see the truth about the situation. Lord, helped me to treat the people involved in a way that is pleasing to You.
Lord help me to not be so grumpy. I realize that it is that time of the month, but I should not be so short and grumpy with the kids. Lord, I also ask that You help me be a better example to them. I want my children to have a deep personal relationship with You and I don't want to stand in the way of that. I have helped them have knowledge of You, help me to teach them how to have a real relationship with You. I ask these things in the name of Jesus Christ my Lord and Savior.
PS - Lord teach me to forgive and teach me to give You control, I am willing. Here I am, use me. Amen
1/11/2004
Dear Heavenly Father, I thank You for today and the opportunity to worship and to praise You in Your house. Lord I pray that Your Holy Spirit will fill me and give me a fresh anointing. Lord teach me to do Your will. Help me to be willing to listen and ready to obey. Use me Lord to do Your will. I pray for a hedge of protection around my family. Help me to see and treat others as You would. Teach me to teach my children how to have a personal relationship with You. Lord I love You and I want to do what You would have me to do. I want to walk in Your presence and fully be filled with Your Spirit in complete communion with You. Help me to stop struggling for control but be in complete submission to You. I want to be the person You want me to be. I want my goals and ambitions to be directed by You. Please help me. I need You. I ask this in Jesus name. amen.
1/12/2004
Gracious Heavenly Father, I pray that Your will would be done in my life. Help me to follow You and be obedient. I really want to do what is right for my family. I really need to know what You want me to do because I know that in the long run this marriage doesn't stand a chance without You. Lord forgive me where I have fallen short in my exercise, in my food intake and then being diligent in teaching my kids about You. I love You and I want my kids to love You too. I want them to know You and for You to be real in their life. Place a hedge of protection around my family. Lord blessed Tim. Help him to come to know You, serve You and be the man that You created him to be. I asked this all in the name of Jesus. Amen
1/13/2004
Heavenly Father thank You for today and helping me to deal with others as You would have me too. Thank You for the help You have given me at work. I really appreciate it. Help me to not take it for granted. Thank You for my children who leave me little reminders of their presence. Thank You for a pastor who will take time out of his schedule to try to help bring Tim and I to a point where we can know for sure that we belong together, without forcing You on Tim and without telling me I am condemned to hell if I get out of an abusive situation. Continue to guide me and direct me help me to give you control, Amen.
11/14/2004
Why Lord do I feel so confused again? I really want to know Your will for my life. I have prayed my will but I need to hear Your will and I need to hear it loud and clear.
Tonight I heard that maybe there are things that I shouldn't make such a big deal out of. Help me to see "those things" before I have allowed it to carry me away. I want to be used by You. I want to know where and what You would have me to go and to do. I want to be filled with Your Holy Spirit and walk in communion with You. I need You in my life more than I need anything else.
I lift up those in my church, work in their lives. Bring healing to their bodies. Your will be done Lord I also pray for the specific woman I really would like to reach out to her. Open the doors so that she will not bear the burden of what occurs with her son. Place a hedge protection around her and around the children.
Lord help me and Tim to find Your will for our relationship together. Help me to use the things You reveal to me to improve myself. In Jesus name I also ask for a hedge of protection to be placed around my children. Help them to have a more personal relationship with You. I ask all these things in the mighty name of Jesus Christ my Lord and Savior amen.
1/15/2004
God thank You for the health I take for granted. Thank You for my children's health. Thank You for Your blessings. Your word promises that You will care for me. Your Word says not to worry. I need Your help with this. Forgive me for not asking You and listening for Your guidance. I am left wondering and worrying about bills. I need money for my tithes. I need money for my gas bill and I need groceries for the rest of the month. I need Your help because I have no money coming in for the rest of the month. In worldly ways it is impossible but through You all things are possible. I ask all these things in the name of Jesus Christ amen.
1/17/200
Heavenly Father forgive me for being too sided and unstable. I am so confused. I don't know what I want anymore. Part of me feels I should just keep my mouth shut for the rest of my life because I am not sure what I want or even know how I feel. I don't want to waste everyone's time and I don't want to give up but how do I know if it's worth the time, effort, and aggravation? The kids are right, we keep going in circles and it is not fair to them. It isn't fair to Tim either for me to drag him along, be sure, not sure and want to call everything off, in a matter of days. I can't imagine my life with him. I can't imagine my life without him. I can't keep going like things are. I worry that it will never be enough. I don't like who Tim has become and I don't like who I have become especially when he is around. I want to love him but I don't trust him. I want to be passionate with him but I am afraid of the outcome. I am afraid of being held back because I have been beat down with the same hands though at 1 point built me up. I am just so confused God. I need clarity. I want to know what to do with 100 percent certainty. I know that no matter what road You tell me to go down You will be with me. I just need to know I am hearing the right voices. Please help me. In Jesus name amen.
1/19/2004
Dear Heavenly Father, I thank You for today. Thank You for the things I got accomplished. Forgive me for not giving You first place in my food choices, exercise, encouragement, and scripture memorization. Help me to do better tomorrow. Help me Lord to not be so grumpy. I need to be a better communicator to Tim and the children. Help me to not force my opinions on others. Help me to not hold on to the past mistakes and to not use my words to hurt others, especially my family. Help me to come up with some common interests that Tim and I can share. I asked these things in Jesus name amen.
1/20/2004
Lord I keep getting off track in EVERYTHING! I know what is right to do but I just don't do it. Forgive me for being disobedient and selfish. Help me to do better tomorrow. Open the doors for Tim, bless him, and provide for him. Thank you for my friend helping me to see that despite our problems I really do care about him. I pray that your will would be done in my marriage.
I really need a Christian friend, someone who is grounded in You and can encourage me and help me. Thank You for the women in my church. I lift up those who are sick. Please bring healing to their bodies. Lord, You know what all the needs that are in the church body. You are in control. I just asked that You will be done in their lives. Bring them all comfort, peace, and healing. Lord, help me and my children. This is rough on them and I have had such a hard time dealing with it myself I haven't been able to help them. I need a fresh anointing of peace and rest. Thank You father in Jesus name Amen.
1/22/2004
Dear Heavenly Father I need rest, complete and total rest. Tomorrow as I drive to Willow Springs keep me safe. Allow me to find good Christian radio so I can focus on You. Help me to release my cares to You so that I will not be so cranky. I love You and I praise You. Put a hedge of protection around me and the kids tonight. Help us tomorrow to do our best and to serve You and give glory an honor to You.
Lord I also pray for my church family. Your will be done in healings, miracles and blessings. Bring encouragement to them and allow them to fill Your peace that surpasses all understanding, Your comfort and Your compassion and love. Allow them to find joy through the trials and provide them with the endurance to stand. Lord I pray that You would open doors for my friends in health and finances. Lord, You know the needs of each person in my church Lord I just pray that You would meet them. Continue to work in their lives and draw them closer to You. Make Yourself real to people in their relationships and unite them in one. Lord I also pray this for my own marriage and family. Your will be done in our lives. Help each of us to be the person that You want us to be. I pray these things in the name of Jesus amen.
1/23/2004
Dear Heavenly Father thank You for allowing me to be out of the office today to drive and not have to deal with anything. I really need to know where You want me. You know that I am running on empty and I have felt that way for a while, but I also love my job and the people. I just asked that if this job move is something that You want for me that You would open the doors. Thank You for having Tim take the kids. Help me to use this time to get some rest and relaxation but also to be productive and put You first. I love You in Jesus name amen.
1/24/2004
Dear Heavenly Father I just thank You for today and all that You helped me get accomplished. Forgive me for not focusing more of my downtime on You today. Lord I ask for Your guidance and direction and my work. I feel like it is time for a change, but I also know that I like working with the children and families. Lord open whatever doors I should be opening and close those that need closing. I do want Your will to be done in the direction of my career should take. Lord I also asked for Your will to be done in my marriage. I want to know for sure what I should do then to make the decision to stick with it. Lord I also pray for my mother. Lord open the doors of comfort, peace, and blessing in her life. Lord opened the doors of health and financial blessing for her. Lord I love ?You and I praise You. I ask that a hedge of Your protection be placed around each of my children, Tim and myself. Lord I also pray that You would be with my church family. Let Your will be done in their lives. Bring comfort and healing. Bless the service tomorrow in Jesus' name amen
1/25/2004
Dear Heavenly Father I praise You for today for being able to worship and praise You in Your presence. Today Lord I ask You to bring healing to my church family, clear the infections in their body and open the doors for miraculous healing. Lord I also pray that You would bring them peace and comfort as they mourn the loss of their loved one. Help them to stand in unity, strength, comfort, peace and to feel Your Holy Spirit at all times.
Lord I plead the blood of Jesus over my children. Lord give them a deeper hunger to know You more and to serve You. Lord bless us indeed, expand our territory, keep Your hand upon us that we may be kept from evil and will not cause pain.
Open Tim's heart to be receptive to my feelings and comments. Save him, make him into the man that You want him to be. I ask that You continue to help me to apply the things that You are showing me and trust You to provide for me and not leave me astray. Lord help me to accept Your guidance and direction. Help me to know what Ywould have me to do about work. I love You and I ask that You fill me with a fresh anointing of Your Holy Spirit. In Jesus name Amen
1/26/2004
Dear Heavenly Father I messed up again and I made a big deal out of something that could have been a learning experience. I want my children to show reverence and respect to You. When they don't I get angry and that is not reverent or respectful. Thank You Lord that despite their behaviors my children do have a hunger for You. Lord I plead the blood of Christ over my children I plead the blood of Jesus over Tim and myself and our marriage. Lord I pray Your protection for my family. Lord I want to spend tomorrow with my children. I would really like school to be out.
Lord be with my mom and keep her safe. I love you and praise You Lord I lift up my Christian sisters in my First Place and Christianmommies list and ask You Lord to help each of them. Lord You know their names and You know each of their needs. Meet them.
Lord if it is Your will open the doors for me to get a different position or job. And I praise You and I ask all these things in the name of Jesus. Lord I pray for my church family. Allow your Holy Spirit to dwell with them and give them peace, comfort, and strength. You with them and help them through this difficult time. Healing to their bodies. I love You and I praise You. I ask all these things in the name of Jesus Christ my Lord and savior. Amen.
1/27/2004
Dear gracious Heavenly Father, I love You and praise You in everything. You are marvelous and wonderful. Forgive me for being judgmental and crafts today, forgive me for not being completely honest. I lift up my church family Lord allow your Holy Spirit to ease their sorrow and remind them that they do not grieve as one without hope for they will see their loved 1 again.
I lift up the other members of my family give them strength and comfort. Lord touch him, he needs healing to his body and to his soul. Let Your will be done in our marriage. I ask for the holy blood of Jesus Christ cover my children, my husband, and myself. Lord help us to draw closer to You in spirit and in truth. I ask these things in Jesus name amen.
1/28/2004
Dear Heavenly Father I thank You for the rest that I got today. I praise You for the break and that I did not have to lie because I did feel terrible today. Thank You for being with my children today. I just ask that You would be with my church family in the days ahead as life goes back to normal for those around them. Be with them that mourn and allow them to feel Your love and comfort strengthen them. Lord place a hedge of protection around my children. I plead the blood of Christ over all of them, my husband and myself. Draw each of us closer together and closer to You. And I praise You I pray these things in Jesus name amen.
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