Hypothetically
Say I say I want you back in my life
Say we try to do this right
Say come over man, stay the night...
Would we even be alright?
Hypothetically
Say it wasn't the end
And we said let's be more than friends
Let's ignore all the 10s
That passes us by...
Would you see someone else at night?
Hypothetically let's say
We got past the idk's
The phases of hoes
The awkward not friends not lovers role...
Then what?
Hypothetically let's say I hit you up
Would you respond?
Would come up and see me?
Would you meet me half way?
Would you tell me to stay?
Hypothetically say
You really do love me like you imply
Say I did, and it wasn't a waste of time
Would it revive something that neither of us thinks is dead inside?
CPR for a broken heart...
I'm afraid to say I miss you
Cause I might regret it and feel it more
I'm afraid to say I love you...
Again and again
Cause in the end I feel foolish
When I learn there is someone new
Maybe that's how you feel now too.
I never know if it's me you want
Miss
Love...
I never know who
if it's me or someone new
There's always someone new with you
But maybe I always have a few too
Lurking in the corner waiting for their turn
It's an equal burn
Hypothetically say I never left
Never left your heart in such a mess
Would things have changed or would I have still felt distress?
Would everything be different?
Would you have told me how you felt or kept this awkward thing?
Would you have moved there still, or would you have moved where I was?
Would I have ever grown wings and been here and there?
Who's to say?
Hypothetically say you mean it
When I see the I love you's
Say you mean it...
Say you meant it...
Say I'm the only one you really love.
Hypothetically
Say I mean it too
Only when I say it
I really do mean it
Because I don't say it often
I don't feel it often
I don't give my heart away
Say... I didn't run away
I stopped by to say hey
Would you let me get away again?
Say there wasn't anyone else standing in the way...
If I were in front of you, what would you say?
Would you turn around the moment a hot girl walked our way?
Yeah...
It's ok.... I know...grass is always greener on the other side, and while looking there you forget to water the grass you stand on...
This isn't about lawns
Or moving on...
I don't think we will ever let go completely
Some how this turned into a thing we can't get out of
I hate playing a game with no end
But
oddly a part of me likes it
When it feeds my creativity
It gives me something to crave
And hunger is the drive to hunt
In the pit of the belly is a desire for more
An insatiable thirst
to drink down another beat and rhythm... A remix into a single
The problem isn't you not giving enough...
It's I'm not enough, for you...
Hypothetically say you love me
And you mean it
Say I do too
Say we both want more then what we left to brew
Say I say damnit dude I fucking miss you too
Say you stopped taking my attention and time for granted...
Say we stopped the lyrical wars
And said what we wanted to say months ago...
Then what?
I'll tell you a secret...
You and I are the same
We both have a "flirting" problem that can't be tamed
I once was looked over, now I'm sought
By guys, who tell me white lies
And say I'm pretty tonight.
We know they're just being polite
I'm a flirt, not a slut...
Don't get it twisted...
I want him and like him too, that ones my ride-and-die, and he is someone I meet one night like you.
I think I like her, a girl crush yeah, and it's not because she's pretty even though that helps.
But the difference between them all, is its not love.
It takes me a long time to love someone... Really love someone
Hypothetically say it was you...
Then what?
I love minds and souls, and god only knows why I feel the way I do about you, cause frankly I don't know...
Yet somehow I feel this is special
It's important
We all feel it
This isn't something that happens to anyone...
Yet, here we all are...
This is no longer a game
It's therapy
It's a session
A secret place for confessions
Now it's not just you
I value the people you brought to me too
I like to hear what they want to say
I listen to what you want to say
And even in the darkest days
I like hearing the bleakest parts of your soul
And it's then
I think all this happens for a reason
There are no hypotheticals you know how I feel.... But what do you do about it?
I only play, cause you play, I'll stop when you do... I mirror and match energy, I can't help it, that's just what I do...
There are no hypotheticals you know how I feel....
There are no hypotheticals, I know how you feel...
It may be a game
But my feelings are true...
Even when I hate you, I feel the same
It hasn't changed...
That isn't hypothetical
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