It's so ironic that what kept me away from a blog about my experiences with a sociopath was a job working for a narcissistic abuse recovery expert who is about as toxic as they come.
They say 'never meet your heroes'. No-one mentioned 'and if you work for them, expect to find out that they are complete hypocrites'.
I suppose I should be grateful - it was her healings and her guidance that led to me leaving (not fully left yet, but I'm not even sure if she knows I'm still there. No-one is hiding it, but she literally doesn't care). It's a bit of a mystery to me how she can speak such sense but not see that she is the toxic person in the equations she speaks about. But that's all for another time, in the future.
I'm still too involved to say too much, because my co-workers became my friends, and I don't want to say anything to hurt them - she hurts them enough on a daily basis as it is. I did want to leave on amicable terms, as the other people who left the organisation over the last year were all pushed or jumped before she could push them. I saw the effect it had on our members, and for their sake, I'd have liked to enable a semblance of continuity.
Yet in the end, omission too is a lie, and one I won't be prepared to tell for much longer.
For now, at least I get back some time to get going on this blog and other projects again - the reason I left my previous job in the first place. So at first I'll just be blogging as before. But be assured that the time is coming when I will tell the full truth about what went down at the organisation I work for. And the avarice, greed and vanity that drives its founder.
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