To live life and to enjoy it, one needs a careless heart, a flexible mind, and a fuck it attitude. To live wholly, to live with a smile and a glad heart, requires some toughness, a coldness, and a warmth we all can access. It requires an open soul that can cry in its happiness and laugh in its sadness. It needs a heart that can take it all.
Coldness hurts. Coldness saddens. Happiness may make you feel guilty. Laughter seems out of place. All contradicting. All vouching for a piece in the moments one lives. and we all get a piece of the moment.
To live. To die. To live and die in coldness seems the only viable option in a world that cares less and minds less. who cares that you are happy? who cares that you are sad? No one. No one will. No one should. No one must. You are at the mercy of yourself, and your creator. It's a fucked up world.
Having a bad day sucks. A bad night sucks too. a good day scales up the dying hopes. And all we can live with is hope. though, at times its blind and deaf, and we die hoping.
Coldness means you should be tough enough to see yourself through it all. It means to cry for your death before you die, to live your life in a flash, in an hour, in a lifetime with no shoulds and coulds. It means to look at life, fuck the odds, take what it gives and give what you can give.
It means to live through it all humbly.
Kabwere Musa
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