Oh how the mighty huge fall! I looked back at my weight in 2022 and how absolutely disgusted I was when I almost hit 70kg. Right now I gained 10kg, I'm almost 80kg, I'm now the size of a whale. Oh my gosh! I weigh more than my friend when she was 9 months pregnant. I know this because she told me as she was trying to hurt me into line! It worked, I'm getting my ass in line!
What am I gonna do??? I have a Bali trip in less than 8 weeks. I'm trying all the diets and realized that these horrendous slimming concoctions are kicking my contraceptives out of my system!
You try to lose weight and you end up pregnant. How's that for a reward? Don't get excited. I'm NOT pregnant. I'm staying on the active pill so that I don't get my period while travelling. I'm rehearsing. Well at least I hope I'm not pregnant. Yet. The baby is scheduled to be conceived in December, God willing.
I know I dropped a bomb, let's discuss it. I've always wanted babies but as December gets closer, I get scared of teenage pregnancy even though I'm turning 36! Damn that's a big number. But yes, me and Untitled are planning to move to parenthood!
I'm stuck between buying clothes that fit, accepting my size AND trying my hardest to lose weight to a size I recognize.
Sigh!
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