Once I realised that I was causing my own distress by responding to divorce bitterness and aggravation by biting back at my ex I took back control. I was in a circle of stress, bitching at each other or bitching back at each other. Not anymore. It's how our marriage was and not what I wanted to continue.
She can think what she likes about me, say what she thinks of me. Take actions about the house and kids etc that are designed or even if not designed but should irk me. I choose to let it go.
The marriage is dead and I move on as I have let go of the past. Feeling bitter was futile and messing with my ability to see my present and future as good as it actually is.
I feel fantastic now, I have released all the bitterness and I started to feel sorry for my ex. I wish her well for her future to be honest. But at the same time I want a clean break with my house move to another country. I want to leave my past safely where it belongs. The past does not exist only in memory.
Had a fantastic weekend in Cardiff with my sister and family. Rugby, dog walks etc. Great fun.
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