It's a happy day today... Because I've finally found out the truth about problems: they will always be at our side. As long as we breathe, as long as our heart is still beating, then the problems will be with us. It seems like the problems and life has this sacred oath that they will never be apart; life and problems are one whole package that cannot be separated under any circumstances.
And why does this finding make me happy? Ow.. because now I feel lighter, way lighter, as if much of the burden on my shoulder has been lifted up. I am that kind of person who has a specific time target for everything, like: I'm going to settle this debt three years from now, but move forward 5 years later, I'm still pretty much in debt, and that stresses me out. This xyz or abc problems should be settled at the latest 6 months from now and eventually after 8 years, the xyz and abc problems are still unresolved, not even close to the finish line, and that also stresses me out.
This realization that there will be no day in my life that will be sterile from problems makes me grateful. This very day, I'm having my common problems, nothing unusual, and starting today, I call this kind of day as a happy day. And may I never forget that this also means that every living human I know has their own set of problems every day in their life. No one is immune, no human could say, I have no problem at all. We all have problems, big or small is irrelevant, the important point is that once we acknowledge that fact, try to be kinder with ourselves, with our favorite humans, with everyone.
Oh happy day,
Karin Sabrina
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