The Believer's Prayers of Self-Examination Devotional Reading July 31, 2023
"Examine yourselves as to whether you are in the faith. Test yourselves. Do you not know yourselves, that Jesus Christ is in you?—unless indeed you are disqualified." —2 Corinthians 13:5
Every day with prayer and meditation, we ask the Holy Spirit to reveal the inner condition of our hearts. Only a committed believer who desires to be steadfast and faithful to God will pray these continuous prayers of total surrender.
It is indeed a humbling experience to examine ourselves using God's Righteous principles as our standard. With deep introspection of our minds, characters, and lifestyles, we die daily to sin by placing ourselves on the altar of sacrifice to shun evil and go all the way with Christ.
The Amplified Bible says, "Test and evaluate yourselves to see whether you are in the faith and living your lives as [committed] believers." —2 Corinthians 13:5, [first part]
Five characteristics reveal whether or not our relationship with Christ is growing and developing.
- Our love for God is demonstrated by putting Him first. The time we spend every day in God's presence through worship reveals our love and the desire to fully surrender our hearts and lives.
- We are faithful and obedient by always praying for His will to be revealed through the Holy Spirit. We receive God's blessings because our decisions are in alignment with His plans.
- Our lifestyle reveals that we are striving for holiness. We let go of all worldly behaviors and relationships. Yes, we will fall, but with a repentant heart, we confess, ask for forgiveness, and continue to persevere by moving forward.
- We study the Holy Scriptures under the guidance of our Teacher, the Holy Spirit, praying for discernment and the wisdom to apply the word of God to our lives.
- We pray continuously throughout our waking hours —prayers of thanksgiving, prayers asking for Divine Intervention and Guidance, and the spiritual strength to overcome temptation.
When we are living for ourselves [still participating in worldly activities], yet attend church weekly, give tithe and offerings, and work in the church's outreach ministries once or twice a month, but our prayer life and Bible study are inconsistent, the waters of our thought processes become muddy.
"Watch and pray that you may not enter into temptation. The spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak." —Matthew 26:41
Yes, we love God, but we also love the things of the world! Our minds end up in a spiritual conflict that we cannot resolve—we are easily led astray because the desires of our hearts have led to spiritual blindness.
"You ask and do not receive, because you ask wrongly, to spend it on your passions." —James 4:3
The sins that we consider to be insignificant are the very sins that separate us from God. Chasing our dreams, disliking others, watching programs with profanity and sexual content, spending money on frivolous things, relaxing for hours on social media, online gambling, using recreational drugs or sipping on a glass of wine, working overtime to the point of exhaustion, unhealthy diets, and relationships with unbelievers are some of the sins that we overlook because they are enjoyable.
"Do not love the world or the things in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him." —1 John 2:15
We measure ourselves by using unbelievers as the standard and console ourselves that our activities do not compare to the wickedness of the world. Sadly, we think all is well. But our appreciation of holiness disappears. Sometimes we fall into a routine of going through the motions of religious practices, but our thoughts and goals are influenced by worldly values.
Losing the ability to differentiate between truth and error, our relationship with Christ becomes stagnant. Eventually, we lose the desire to pray and consecrate ourselves to God. Focusing on a lifestyle of pleasing ourselves distracts us from recognizing the warning signs from the Holy Spirit that our relationship with Christ is failing.
Our spiritual decline continues because we have created a middle ground of compromise that prevents us from putting God first. We say that we love God, but no longer strive to live a faithful and obedient life. Jesus calls our status lukewarm [Revelation 3:14-18].
Something happens when we are caught in the middle—we begin to manipulate our prayers. In fact, "Manipulation of prayers is a covert tactic used by many Christians who enjoy the pleasures of sin." The wording of our prayers change so the Holy Spirit does not have the opportunity to convict us of our sins.
Last Sabbath, I listened to the testimony of a young Christian woman who revealed that she intentionally manipulated her prayers. To avoid feeling conviction for her sinful actions, she carefully chose words that only expressed feelings of gratitude toward God, or she asked for material blessings. She admitted that her prayers never acknowledged or included the confession and repentance of her sins.
"But your iniquities have made a separation between you and your God, and your sins have hidden his face from you so that he does not hear." —Isaiah 59:2
As time passed, she became discouraged which rapidly progressed to hopelessness. From studying the Bible, she knew that she was in a place of spiritual darkness that almost stopped her from serving God. Yet, she decided to pray a final prayer, asking for help from the Holy Spirit who revealed that her persistence of sinful activities led to her separation from God.
But Satan did not want to release her from sin's bondage. Instead of feeling joy and peace from God's forgiveness, she faced a mental and emotional roadblock. Although this young woman was aware of God's love and immediate forgiveness, she was unable to move forward due to the thoughts of overwhelming guilt.
She began to ask herself, "How did I get to the point in my life where I manipulated my prayers to avoid the conviction of sin? I pretended to be a steadfast Christian, and lived a double life in front of my family." Her past actions prevented her from embracing the promises of God's forgiveness and complete restoration. After much self-humiliation, she disclosed her dilemma to her father who recommended that she study the book of Psalms.
The Psalms reveal David's spiritual, mental, and emotional real-life struggles that Christian believers face today. Our nature is sinful! The thoughts, habits, and spoken words that we overlook and fail to perceive as sinful persist because we judge ourselves using unbelievers as our standard instead of Christ.
King David committed adultery with Bathsheba and ordered for her husband to be placed on the frontline in battle [knowing he would be killed]. Have you ever wondered why David did not feel guilt over his actions? Pride led him to believe that as a King he was entitled to everything he desired without boundaries.
Certainly, David continued to pray after committing these heinous sins, but most likely manipulated his prayers so he would not be convicted of his sins. Even so, God is Holy and Righteous! The prophet Samuel anointed David as king when he was a teenage boy. David was in his early 30s and the prime of his life when he became king. Still, a Righteous God did not tolerate, nor would God overlook the King's open sins without confession and repentance.
God extended mercy to David by giving him an opportunity to repent. God revealed David's sins to the prophet Nathan who used a parable to disclose to David that God was aware of his sins. "Why have you despised the commandment of the LORD, to do evil in His sight?" (2 Samuel 12:9a). Until David was approached by the prophet Nathan [Study 2 Samuel chapters 11 and 12], he felt no remorse for his sins of adultery and premeditated murder.
The Confession: "So David said to Nathan, 'I have sinned against the LORD." —2 Samuel 12:13. "For I acknowledge my transgressions, And my sin is always before me. Against You, You only, have I sinned, And done this evil in Your sight…" —Psalm 51:3-4
King David's prayer of repentance is recorded in Psalm chapter 51. Like David, many believers have embraced sinful habits and fail to pray for repentance. Every day they manipulate their prayers to reflect gratitude or to make requests from God but fail to pray prayers of surrender, confession, and repentance because they do not want to be convicted of the sins they enjoy.
Day by Day and moment by moment, our lifestyles, spoken words, and habits either reflect our sinful desires or the righteousness of Christ. The choices we make reveal the condition of our hearts and those choices impact our relationship with Christ. Spiritual growth begins from the inside and expresses itself through our love, loyalty, and obedience to God.
Reflection: "Am I manipulating my prayers to avoid the Holy Spirit's conviction of my sins against God?"
The power of the Holy Spirit is incredible! Every believer receives warnings that their lives are not in sync with Christ's righteousness. God is calling for His people to disconnect themselves from worldly pursuits and social activities. We have one earthly life to prepare for the heavenly life.
The human effort of shunning evil habits and forming relationships with unbelievers along with the power of the Holy Spirit enables us to change the course of our lives. It is not enough to desire heaven! God has given us His Righteous expectation, "Be Holy, for I am Holy!"
The choice to use the covert tactic of manipulation in our prayers to reject the Holy Spirit's conviction of sin produces deadly consequences. An unholy earthly life will not result in receiving the reward of eternal life.
To receive eternal life, we must pray honest prayers of confession and repentance with the intent to renounce sin and its pleasures. Every day we must renew our covenant with Christ. We are not compelled to sin. Jesus sent the Holy Spirit for humanity—we are the only recipients who require spiritual strength. Through our prayers, we invite the Holy Spirit to cleanse our minds and hearts to receive the fullness of Salvation and the Righteousness of Christ.
By faith, surrender, and obedience, we receive righteousness through the grace of God. Every day we have the opportunity to choose right doing over sinful activities. When the Spirit of God is flooding our souls, we delight in living righteously. Our decisions, works, and lifestyles reflect the power of the Holy Spirit who is transforming our minds and characters.
Sanctification is a lifelong spiritual journey of the transformation of our characters into the likeness of Christ's Righteous Character. Yes, we are saved by God's grace through our faith in Christ Jesus, still, we cannot live holy and acceptable lives unless we confess and repent of our sins.
Our heartfelt prayers should reflect the desire for the Holy Spirit to convict us of our sins. Because we face an internal battle of carnal desires versus living holy and acceptable lives, we must seek God in prayer every day by asking the Holy Spirit to reveal all hidden sins. The human requirement of daily spiritual self-examination is reflected in the words of our prayers.
In surrender, we ask the Holy Spirit to convict us of every thought, behavior, habit, and spoken word that will prevent us from receiving our reward of eternal life.
In humility, we pray, "Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within me." In Jesus' Righteous Name, Amen.
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