You open the door
And ask me to let you in
When you've already had your foot here
One step
Just one shove away from being inside
But you took a step back
And turned around
You asked me to open my heart
When I left it ajar
But you closed me off
Every entrance
Concealing yours
Tell me
Who has yours now?
Who has your heart ?
Tell me
Who did you open yourself up to?
Cause it wasn't me
You ask me to say something
You've never heard
But did it occur to you
That you left me with less than
A sentence?
I felt sentenced to a life
In a VR game
With no rules
Just play
you want a piece of my heart?
But mine is still scattered pieces
They're still parts that are broken
And I'm
Waiting for it to come together as masterpieces
I opened up my heart once
I opened up my heart twice
I opened up my heart three times
Never fell in love
and let
Few inside
to be littered inside
To be manipulated into something
That I no longer recognize
I'm still trying to filter the garbage
I was
Made into a heartless bitch
My toxic side
Filter all the prevarications
Filter out parts of me that hate
Hate
Hate
I hate...
Would you really want a piece of such a thing?
Could you tolerate
How cold I can get
I could say I love you one night
Then by the A.M say I hate
You
You ask me to open my heart
But you don't get close enough
To step inside...
You know you could have
You know it....
I still give... The doses of my mind
What more do you want?
What more could you want from me?
I could rip out every word from my head...
The feelings I have residing in my bones
I could bare every thought
I could suffocate you
And you wouldn't be satisfied...
Don't ask me to give
Without a piece in return...
You need to learn
I want returns on
my investments
I want more
Give me more
Cause music may be the key to my soul
And access to my mind
But for my heart what you give is not enough
For that anyone who wants in
needs to step up
needs to act quick
I require more now...
But I know.... You won't
I think you want to
But desire is not the same as action...
Tell me... What would make you happy?
Would you want me to follow you again?
To follow me again?
Is that what you want?
Maybe that is what I want..
Do want me to write something completely original?
Do you wanna to pretend what happened didn't happen?
Do you want to pretend..
Keep pretending..
Pretend to be friends
To pretend
Our stories aren't subliminal
Do you want to pretend
Do you want this to mean anything or not
What do you even want?
Do you even know?
You want a piece of my heart
To open my heart
To write things from deep within my heart into existence
But it's too late...
I locked it up in a box and threw it to the bottom of the ocean
I'm living heartlessly now
You want it?
Go get it...
Anyone who wants it
Has to try 1000 times harder
dive into the deep end
And get me to hand over the key...
This heart belongs to nobody, for now.
Unless that someone shows me they are worthy.
Anyone who wants any part of me needs to prove themselves worthy.
It has to be earned
And I can throw it all away
Just as quickly
Loyalty
Honesty
And communication
Basics but challenging to uphold
For most
Yo
If you want it
Come and get it
If you want inside
Come get it
Come get it
But you got to earn it
Cause right now you're just wasting time
I don't love anyone
I don't trust anyone
And I'm not letting anyone in
Not giving keys
Not giving second chances
Until someone proves to me that they are worthy .
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