Surrendering Trust to the Universal Flow
as it brings to us what We need to know.
It is out of my hands; this is what finally dawned on me with a big shock wave of awareness. Of course, I knew all this time that my need of having some control in the past was strong at times. It was always about fear of letting go and letting the situation play itself out. Trust in the way the soul expresses itself through life experiences can be hard at times.
Especially when your loved ones are going through hard times and are in pain, either emotionally or physically. Carrying them along the way comes from a deep place within, knowing the pain and the wish you could help them. Surrender and let go of the wish to control.
It is also about the paradigm and paradox that is enfolding. The minute I surrender to let things unfold themselves, it requires action as well on my part. To create the next step and a new experience, there can only be movement. Enfolding is already a movement. Watching this movement from a place of non-evolvement requires the impossible for us. Yet, knowing is a different state of awareness as coming from creating a challenge to going to another level within.
Whenever we are challenged, there is also embedded the possibility to grow and release old stuck energies. Those that are no longer serving you, just pay attention to what it is that is being triggered. See if you want to hold on to it, or are just ready and able to let go and release the emotions, physical wounds aspects, and mental health.
I guess it is through the experience of being down in my own well, reaching the bottom, so to speak. In despair, I can let go of any kind of control I think, believe, or want to have on the outcome of any type of situation. Doing what is necessary, total surrendering, and allowing the energy to flow again, I also learned to trust the Universal Flow. Or not my will, yet they will be done, for therein lies the love, the highest form of Life and Energy, that wants to flow.
It also means I have to love the process my body is going through, for this is the life I chose to grow through the challenges and experiences for as long as I can remember. Always being the outsider, the exception to how healing works or the way recovery from illness or surgery is not following the normal pathway. I am the exception to the rule, as they say.
This also means I work as some sort of role model for others who are also differently wired as a highly sensitive personality. This works through our DNA, the way our bodies react to pain, and our senses are always on high alert. Hard to explain most of the time. Especially in hospitals and western medicine, the reason for me to start my training and education on the way energy works within our systems. As well, as the way east and western medicine can learn from each other and work in a compatible way. About the herbs and plants and their medicinal usage to use and can benefit.
Crystals as a way to learn how our Universe is working through energy and the different aspects we can use. Through the eyes of astrology, or the ways the Mayan Culture was able to deal with the mystery the Universe holds for me. There have been waves of consciousness and awareness over Eon of times, as well as the way healing worked through energy in connection with each other.
Bringing back memories through cellular levels as well as remembering different lifetimes showed a map to be used. Some sort of physical, emotional, and mental road map. Every memory brought up a pattern of behavior as well as a physical experience connected to it. I know I wanted to get a grip on things as well, as some sort of tool to get through these periods of disease, painful experiences, and fatigue. Tired of fighting as well. Only made things worse.
Never worked for the better in my healing process. Only when I hit rock bottom, there was this split second in time, like a crack in the veil, that made me surrender. Did I surrender to the Universe? Not at first, yet then I connected with this part of me, that did not seem to live in my body, and was able to have a bigger picture from a different place. This was my connection with my Higher Self, for I recognized it as a part of me. My intuition also seemed to be connected through this part of me. Every time I hit rock bottom; I also find the firm grounding that allows me to surface again.
It is out of my hands feel I experience after the surgery on both hands. It made me vulnerable to the core of my being. Demanding a lot on my inner compass, trusting the love and care for me. Wanted to be independent as well as need someone to love me and whom I could depend on. The paradox of wanting to be free, yet not being totally free as long you are searching outside. At least, that is my learning. So yes, the moment I stop fighting and demanding,
I get into a different kind of consciousness. I can allow the things that are happening in a better way, which makes it easier to deal with them as well. Furthermore, I can come into this natural state of trusting, and therefore I am more open and receptive to listening to the signs and seeing the energy waves. I am as much part of the Universe as the Universe is part of me. Energy means Love, Love means Life, Life means I AM.
And so, it will BE.
High Self @RheaDopmeijer ©
Heartfelt Messages 20-12-2016
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