Garfield Hug posted: " I'm not in the best of spirits. I hurt. But that's expected in my life. Barracuda Ally advised me not to expect anything of anyone, family included. She taught me to fence off self so as not to be affected. I got to learn to "switch off" caring abo" Garfieldhug's Blog
I hurt. But that's expected in my life. Barracuda Ally advised me not to expect anything of anyone, family included. She taught me to fence off self so as not to be affected.
I got to learn to "switch off" caring about family and putting self first for once. I feel that I need time to adjust from caring to one attitude of "heck care"
Will I succeed and find serenity?
Will I become indifferent once I master this art of "heck care?"
An act of "heck care"
I like caring about others. I have been blessed by those who received my care and in return, I receive their care. But for some strange reason, my siblings do not care about my mere existence nor do they deem me a person. I am actually transparent to them. Sigh...not even opaque. Guess they can see through me; gut and all.
Is it wrong to care and be cared for?
Why did my siblings become like this?
When did they learn to put self ahead of others? The "I" as centric to their world?
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