I have a desire to cease, to turn off the light and end my life, toss away the key and seal my thoughts forever, to close my eyes and stop the tears from flowing, to wrap my flesh in agony so that it cannot speak, to bind my limbs and declare me crazy.
Choke my soul and declare me demon. crush my feelings and torture me physically.
These are the exact words I screamed while waiting for light to save my soul from the beating I was receiving from the never-ending notion that I was fragile, grotesque, and undeserving.
Then I sank into the abyss of gloom and traded my soul for momentary delight that redesigned my soul; I was trained how to laugh uncontrollably and breathe freely.
Mind games and anguish are part of an evolving voyage that leads to the final destination.
We focus on the end goal and ignore the joy and lessons along the way, which leads to remorse and pleas for second chances.
Pain is a worthwhile nemesis, so accept it and conquer its mental conscience by refusing to ignore it...
!! अभय !!
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