All dreams are still valid ...
I gave you so much pain when I was out of your womb, yet you were pleased.
When you tucked me when I was in childish fear, I felt blessed that I was the only kid of yours.
You were all mine.
We just played under the canopy of trees …
We laughed together loudly.
You made many sacrifices to put me first …
You encouraged me to dream and we shared many dreams.
You just handled all my crap and kept it under the shade of your saree pallu..
Death is such a thief, it just stole you from my life …. It was a heightened shock ..and I was bereaved for many days..
Beautiful things just end … I still don't understand why you had to go.
I may appear strong… I may appear happy…but I fought every day to be this way…
Your thoughts were running rampant.
I never talked about you as I feared the sympathy that I would get from people.
I spent tonnes of sleepless nights thinking about you . Nonetheless, I waited for nights to find you in my grief…
Sometimes I realised I did not even say "thank you" enough.
How did I forget? You're just invisible and… you'll be with me throughout my life.
After all, I am made by your gentle hands and flush…
Why am I aghast?
At the very least, you were present until today, because I have witnessed the anguish of souls who have never seen their mother. I have seen you in the smell of certain foods that I loved that were made by you…
Why am I giving you sorrow when you were resting in peace by tormenting myself.
There is a time for everything and everyone …
I know you are watching me far away from the clouds…
I have got to learn to live without you.
I stopped grieving …
I learnt new skills which you were adept at ..like preparing tea ..
I started using my phone without your phone calls.
I opened doors for new relationships, as in your planned future for me …
I started taking care of your better half …
I started letting time heal me …
I realized "Memories never die" and started living.
I am confident that my happiness will be bestowed upon me for the rest of my life. After all, our dreams are still valid.
I started being happy ..Please rest in peace ..
If there is a concept of reincarnation, be my daughter …
With all the love..
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