Don't Lose Hope posted: " I am a lot of things without you. I have qualifications. A good career. I have done lots of interesting things in my life. I have friends I enjoy, and who seem to like me, too. I know I'm nothing special - but I'd say I was OK. And I don'" Don't Lose Hope
I have qualifications. A good career. I have done lots of interesting things in my life. I have friends I enjoy, and who seem to like me, too. I know I'm nothing special - but I'd say I was OK.
And I don't hate myself. I can see the positives. I don't need you in my life. I am able to survive.
But even so, we were a couple. And those roots – they go down deep. And I'd still prefer to love you, and to have you by my side.
And it's not that I despise you. I just hate the things you've done. And it truly mystifies me that you acted like you did.
I can't wrap my mind around it. How you led a double life. Why on earth would you betray me if I meant so much to you?
So, I know I can't continue if you don't completely change. Yes, I loved our life together but it wasn't based on truth.
Sure - not everything was awful. There were happy memories.
But I'm putting myself first now. And I have firm boundaries.
"She set her boundaries and rebuilt her life." - Unknown
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