Rewind for thirty-seconds of time in my life, on that lost love, and regretting over it, translated…
That night three years ago, I'd used my eyes to signal to the waiter, shortly thereafter, he'd brought a platter with three cupcakes with one candle over, then, I'd, sung happily to her, "Happy Birthday!"
On the day before her birthday, I'd, driven the car to the restaurant, handed the cupcakes to the waiter, wanted to give her a surprise.
And surely enough, she'd, flashed that joyous smile, looked at me, and I'd, rehearsed everything I'd wanted to say to her already, I was about to, profess my love to her. But at this time, my rational side stated, "you're not ready for this, to withstand the chances of losing yet!", and so, I'd, delayed the expressions of love I wanted to speak aloud to her.
At the start of the year, she'd flashed the good news of getting married on her FB, with a cute baby, only, that I wasn't the man.
"I thought you didn't feel for me".
"there's already someone else."
Sorting through the conversation records, the conversation was halted three months after her birthday.
We can't have what we'd lost back, but, if I can turn back the hands of time just thirty seconds, then, will I, be brave enough to become, her lover, or, will I keep on, being, her friend, for life?
And so, she's, the one that, got away, because you were way too scared, thought too much, and that's just it, when it comes to love, a little impulsivity is necessary, because that, is the push, you are, in desperate need of, but you were too scared, and you'd let the chances of love, slip through your fingers.
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