I woke up with hurt
pulsing through my brain
Hurt from what?
It's hard to say
I'm angry at my reactions
so I'm angry with you too
How could I be so stupid
and give so much power to you?
Wondering…
What if I mean nothing to you at all?
What if who you are, is not who are you at all?
(I'm scared)
I can't do this
I can't do this again
Pretend I'm okay, yet so full of pain
I don't want to be invested
or find I gave my heart away
Watch you make mistakes
shrug your shoulders
not give a fuck
not care if I stay
I try to be the friend
who stays when everyone else leaves
but in the process, I bruise my soul
and there's no one to help me grieve
I can't do this
I can't do this again
Pretend I'm okay, yet so full of pain
Sins have consequences
and yours have spilled onto me
Now I'm drowning in your filth
and I only want to be free
Yet…
How could I ever let go of you?
Can I still see all the gold I once saw in you?
(I can)
Looking deep into my heart
what type of person am I?
Regardless of what you do
and how you live your life
am I even capable of saying goodbye?
(No)
We shall see if I can do this
See if I can do this again,
Pretend I am okay, not feeling any pain
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