'Wanna hang again soon?'
Like I haven't waited 3 weeks for you to ask me that, MATE!
I'm saying mate because as much as I'm attracted to MPH, and like MPH, the connection between us has gone stale and he's in danger of being friendzoned!
I like MPH. But we live at least 1 hour from each other which for the UK is farrrrr! We also have children which we put first above anything else and I admire this about him but I also know this would probably create some friction because neither of us are planners and so trying to find time to get together would require some military planning and this is not a strength for either of us. (Ergo, I put in all the effort and get none back). I know I said I wouldn't be all that disappointed if we didn't see each other again but after a few weeks of texting with the odd FaceTime thrown in, I'm definitely leaning on the side of yes, than meh.
I read once that if your answer to an opportunity isn't fuck yes, then it should be a hell no!
Do I want to see MPH again? Fuck yes.
Is he funny? Fuck yes
Am I attracted to him? Fuck yes
Can I be bothered with the logistics and planning? Hell no.
Do I try being more patient? How do I be more patient? Can I even become more patient? Everything about this just tells me it's not worth it, but then again, something about him tells me he is worth it. Do good things really come to those who wait? Everybody says to keep busy, have a life, be so excited about your own passions that you don't have time to think about dating. But honestly, I have work, a kitchen renovation, my walking and I've just spent nearly a week in Portugal soaking up the sun and exploring the coastline of the Algarve. How much more busy can a girl actually be?
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