I let losing the cellphone
throw me....
I'm not clear in my
thought because
I'm letting
circumstance
derail
desire and
destiny...
I'm focused on
those who dismiss
me and I'm
ready to
drown
in the
shallow
water of
today...
I don't want to
die like this...
And that's what
it's all about
really
the
reality that
this body
dies
this brain
stops
firing....
Up till now
I've let it all
get caught up
in a flood of
deservedness...
None of us
deserves what's
given...I've
come to
accept
that...
coins found on
my brother's
floor picked up
by me and put, one
by one, into a mason
jar till it was brim full
and taken to an open storage
unit placed on display and
taken from me in a matter
of seconds. I was doing my best
to make stubborn boxes fit and
the thief probably slipped behind
back and under cover of my
obscene rant demanding the
universe consign the
contents of the unmanageable
box to the ninth ring of hell
took every last dime, quarter,
nickel and penny of my spare
change
inheritance.
Oh, well, I thought. My bad for
being careless and losing my
temper.
But, the phone, I
don't understand. I was
a gentle correspondent that
day...my concern was entirely
for my fellow man. My last text
was congratulating a fellow
artist for creating a beautiful
piece of music.
I was sure I put the cell in my back pocket when I finished the post, just before I stacked my last box onto the storage unit pile.
Just before I locked the storage unit door.
Then, when I arrived at my friend's place of work, the phone, my phone was gone.
It wasn't in my pocket.
It wasn't in my car.
It wasn't in or around the
storage unit.
It was gone
Like the spare change jar
was gone
Karma
Gone.
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