Larney posted: " It's our month-versary! Untitled and I have been dating for one month and as the theme for this year goes: Celebrate all the wins, especially the small ones! So we are meeting up for a drink. A drink because I'm on diet and I can't afford to put it off a"
It's our month-versary! Untitled and I have been dating for one month and as the theme for this year goes: Celebrate all the wins, especially the small ones! So we are meeting up for a drink. A drink because I'm on diet and I can't afford to put it off any longer! Ok maybe I'll have a salad! He lost 2kg in a week doing the bare minimum, damn testosterone! Anyway I'm beginning to smile more genuinely, genuine is not the right word because I wasn't faking the smile but now I smile from the inside a bit more. I'm not so numb. Nothing really changed, mean sis still concerned about only her own existence and turns around to say that she has no one every chance she gets... We still haven't spoken about me moving, partly because she doesn't want to hear it and partly because I think I wouldn't be able to afford it. I must choose between suffering mentally or financially. sigh!
Anyway, now that Untitled understands that I love flowers and he gets me flowers, it's time to kick it up a notch. He needs to get me a bouquet of the same type of flower, like all roses, all sunflowers, all lilies... get the drift? The mixed flowers are a kind gesture... nice as a small "I'm sorry I'm late" or "hey my friend, missed you" type of vibe. The one type of flower bouquet is more romantic... well at least in my books so I must tell him this.
I told him we need to dress up once a month for dinner, maybe that will be for the month-versaries going forward? I miss wearing heels and full makeup( read half makeup) . We'll discuss it tonight.
Now that I'm deep (one month at least) in the dating stuff, my almost sugar daddy is back from Cuba and I'm still very much disgusted by him, need to block him. 2 of my exes decided to 'just check up' on me! Go away satans!!!!
I updated my whatsapp status to "1 month/forever" and guess who commented first, you guessed it, MB! How long will he police us? He commented with a smiley face and I asked him how he knows what I mean...?! He said 'it's early days, you'll forget'. That took my last shred of fucks for the day so I left it there... Oh, MB's girlfriend ( who he told me is def over) threw a birthday party for her son, a teenager ( really can't believe my peers have teens!!!!) over the weekend, so MB invited Untitled an told him to invite me. TF???? Why didn't he tell me? I asked him if things are now great between them and he said he's jobless and needs to find a place to sleep but once his things are all and well he's running for the hills - MEN ARE TRASH! Anyway I feel like I told you all this, The whole point here is that I didn't go, and Untitled was calling me and I was calling him throughout the party (not the whole time because I have a life) so I think MB thought I was waiting for Untitled or something because MB begged Untitled to stay (in my head he was trying to keep him from me) and Untitled got home at 4am!! I'm giving MB too much airtime, sorry!
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