Seen But Unseen.

If the healer always heals.

Who will heal the healer?

Free spirited, open hearted, and a loving person. That's who I am. That's who I've always been. I'm sensitive as fuck, and I don't care to say it because it's true. The broken hearted seem to run to me, attaching themselves to me like leeches. Pouring out their deepest secrets while in their darkest hour. Begging if not screaming for me to save them from their own misery.

Listening, calming, praying, healing, problem solver that's who I am. I'm open ears listening to every sorrow; past and present. Non judgmental, every individual has their own story and reasoning behind their actions and decisions. It's brave to tell the words that are rolled off the tongue and freed from the mouth that can never be taken back.

No interruptions, I listen.

Then I heal, I heal them with my heart, my love, my smile , my long embrace, and my words of encouragement. I've poured and poured into so many till there was nothing left of me to pour. Once healed, I was unseen, unheard and abandoned until the circle came full once again. Me, what about me? Can a healer be healed ?

If the healer is always healing, who will heal the healer? I have been used and abused by the people that I love. By the people who are supposed to love me. By the people I have poured into. Genuine, everything that I do is genuine. I love to be a positive light in the life of others. Honored that I was chosen as a symbol of peace and clarity for you.

But why can't you be the same for me?

Who listens in my darkest hour. Who talks me down when I'm ready to leap off the edge. I have healed many but I am not healed.