Though I've come to delhi second time,first time came to delhi on 8th November 2019 for the purpose of preparing for civil services exams. But due to COVID-19,I returned home 4th June 2020.
I kept my self studies for this exam at home . This time was most stressful and I continued my preparation and gave my first attempt on 4th October 2020 and then my second attempt on 10th October 2021, both time, could not qualify my prilims exam. Now living in Delhi, now I am losing interest from life . Since I've come to delhi , I've no one to talk with in this crowd . I've not made any friends here because I've not joined any coaching institutes, so I don't get people to meet and talk .
Coming from village to delhi, I feel inferior about everything in my life . Dressing, looks , love life , living style.
Now I've become not any productive things on daily life. Life is feeling as burden in this world.
I had never thought that I would be in such kind of productivity level in my life where i wouldn't have any kind of interest and joy in life at very youthful stage of life as I'm 24 years old now.
Let's see how I get myself out from a dark phase of life and get light to move ahead and grow and shine with truth joy and passion and excitement in life.
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