Today started out pretty good I woke up late in the morning went to pick up my meds and then came back home. To a man that always feels the things he says are simple when everything he says or ask is always a prelude to something way more sinister and taxing but he doesn't ever see it that way so I'm always left with feelings of inadequacy or like I've caused a problem when I haven't.

Then he'll attach it to something else that has nothing to do with the subject at hand like he did me a favor by doing something when in the end he was the one that got the pleasure out of it, it's crazy but I don't get upset I'm used to it by I know I shouldn't be because it's not normal. I'm working on working through things and getting myself together so that I can be the best me possible.

I'm learning to enjoy my life even if I have to do that alone because my peace of mind is the most important to me and living my life the best way that I can is to me the best thing that I can do for myself and my family. Have a great Sunday you guys.